HEALING THE MOTHER WOMB

Preface

I began by withstanding all advances from men, except to work through and heal the unanswered wounds with the last man I entangled myself with, and withholding the pussy entirely.

For seven months I did not have sex of any kind and I quietly withdrew into myself to find out where I was lacking in gentleness, love, consideration, expression and validation.

I sought to figure out where I went wrong in the scheme of things, but also appreciating where I was right or rewarded instantly and in hindsight.

Being a new mother made me even less interested in anything that was not for the benefit of us as mother and child, especially because we recently escaped by the skin of our teeth a very toxic, violent, and energetically draining phase of a relationship.

Shout out to Covid 19.

It was this very pandemic that created a needed chasm to start over.

A needed period of rest.